Today Summers babies are a week old, what a roller coaster of a week we have had, Dinky (the smallest one) had to be feed on day one, for a while as he didnt have enough strengh to feed from Summer because he was early, then he was fine, put on lots of weight :-) then friday afternoon he went down again :-( so saturday we feed him all day to build his strengh up again, his last feed of saturday evening turned into a panic stricken half hour, he inhailed the milk, caught his breath, and couldnt breath, i patted him on the back, it didnt help,Andy ran to get the phone to phone Jacky for help, or the vet, i needed help now, please dear God help me save our baby, i then stood up held his body firmly in my palms, head held firmly between my fingers and thumbs and swung him between my legs, oh my GOD he started to cry, thank god, i did it once more to make sure his lungs were clear, i just cradled him in my arms sobbing,i truely thought he was going to die in the palm of my hands :-( unless you have been through that you can never know just how it feels to almost have your baby taken away....... I checked him over and he seemed fine, we took him back to Summer, we stayed up most of the night just watching him, checking he was ok, im glad to say he seems fine and is feeding ok today, i cant ever begin to explain the fear the guilt the upset we feel, we never, ever want to go through that again. Thank you God for saving our precious Dinky. we love you Dinky so much xxx