It is with a heavy heart I write this blog

Tigger had his fortnightly check up at the vets on Tuesday 11th Feb, the vet found his cancer had now spread to his kidneys, he said we will scan him tomorrow morning under sedation to see how bad it is, I hardly slept that night so upset and worried Wednesday 12th Feb 2014 Tigger was sedated for his scan, he lay on a large piece of vet bed to have it done while I waited in the waiting room as felt very unwell with all the stress, after half an hour the vet came to talk to me, his face said it all :-( the vet said Tigger would only have two more good days then go down very fast and last about two weeks, I decided to say good bye to Tigger while he was under sedation, I kissed his Beautiful face lots told him I was sorry and to find my nan she would look after him, the vet put him to sleep while I was kissing his face................

My heart is broken right now

Tigger you came into my life just after my son left home I had this huge empty hole/gap in my world you filled it with your presence your beauty, you became best friends with Muffin my black fluffy moggie, I watched you grow and develop into the most Beautiful cat I watched you have the most Amazing relationship with your daddy,you have now left our lives at only six years old and have left a huge empty feeling that will never be filled again :-(

Miss you my baby boy always always love you always in my heart & never forgotten my beautiful Tigger xxxx

Play safe baby boy at Rainbow Bridge love you xxx

Babies are 4 weeks old all doing really well climbing now and almost running their little personalities atre developing fast so amazing to watch

Lily continues to be an excellent mummy to them all love you baby girl xxxx

Babies are 3 weeks old today all doing really well all over 400g all have little fat tummies babies are crawling around lots holding their heads up their little teeth have come through and with this they have bitten each others whiskers off :-( they have grown so much this week, its been Amazing to watch :-)

Lily is an excellent mummy to them all

Love you baby girl so much xxxx

Babies are two weeks old today all doing really well, eyes are open now and little ears are starting to pop open :-) so they can now see and hear, they purr loads and loads, they are starting to crawl around more and lift their heads up a little, this week babies have started to suck their paws and play with eachother so very cute to watch :-) Lily is an excellent mummy to them all :-)

My Beautiful Summer has been very very poorly with enteritis, she stopped eating I took her to the vets who had to take bloods to diagnose what was wrong with her she had to be given fluids under the skin due to being dehydrated, and was tube fed AD she went to the vets Wed, Thur, more fluids and tube feeding :-(  on Friday she was no better so she was admitted for the week end all the stress of a very poorly Tigger and Summer has taken its toll on meand poor me I fainted in the vets my body just shut down with all the stress :-(

Summer is now home and on the mend and making a full recovery

We would like to thank our vet Rikus and all the staff for taking such great care of Summer and me

Summer love you baby girl so much love mummy & daddy xxx

Babies are one week old :-) all doing well and have doubled their birth weight, Lily is an excellent mummy to them all :-)

Love you baby girl xx

Lily and Romeos 3rd litter together have arrived :-) 11.01.2014

We have four beautiful stunning bengal babies 3 boys and 1 girl 3 brown and 1 silver all doing really well, Lily thank you for allowing me to be part of bringing your babies into the world their really is nothing quite like it, for Lily to have complete trust in me is just amazing.

Love you Lily baby girl xxxx