Today Baby is 10 days old and almost holding his own :-) Im still attaching him to mums nipple every two hours, he is now 191g :-)

Love you little one so much, feel so proud of myself for saving him, helping him to get stronger and stronger, he is one special little boy xx

Baby is 9 days old and almost holding his own now :-) has put on lots of weight going from 145g on Thursday to !79g today Saturday,Im just attaching him to mums nipple every two hours to make sure he is feeding well, he has really grown today and has loads more energy, I feel lots happier too :-)

Stay stron little one love you xxx

Summerspride Precious is 13 weeks old today, and tomorrow she goes to her new home to live with new mummy & daddy and big brother Louis and big sister Pearl.

I wish you a very happy loving home with loads of love and fun times ahead, I shall miss you loads, being a singleton I have bonded with you just like Dinky & Gem, you are one special little baby girl, you have touched my heart for always :-)

Love you Diamond be happy, thank you Donna & Rick for finding us at Summerspride and we look forward to hearing all about Diamond and we look forward to seeing you soon for another little bengal baby :-)

Loads of love Julie & Andy xx

Babies are one week old and what a roller coaster week this has been, its been so emotional, so hard, yet so rewarding all at the same time, its been lovely having two snow babies and watching them change and develop, and watching the two silvers grow and rosette one is just like  mummy and one so like daddy then we have our baby boy he is gorgeous in every single way, our only brown kitten in the litter, love him to bits, I wont ever give up on him although its so hard trying to hand feed a baby and keep attaching him to mums nipple to suck, while stopping the other kittens pushing him off. I so hope we will get there I cant lose a baby at 8 days old :-( praying loads, crying loads too :-( love you baby boy please stay strong xxx

This morning I have had to take the little one to the vets as at 1.30am I didn't like the sound of his cry, like it was weak not a strong cry, and he had not put on weight since yesterday morning, I gave him fluids and nutri drops in the night which seemed to give him a little lift but some thing was different about his cry, so off to the vets we went just to check all was well, I put him down my top to keep him warm in a heated car (the cold will kill a tiny baby) we parked up at the vets, he was gasping for air, the panic, the awful panic, fear :-( I ran into the vets clutching him, just saying he isn't breathing I killed him down my top, the vet nurse took him while I stood there sobbing, it seemed such a long wait while the vet and nurse worked on him, then they called me through, he was breathing on his own omg how thankful and grateful I am to my vets for their speedy reactions and professionalism, he was given fluids and glucose, and watched until he stabilized, the vet thinks he just got a little squashed down my top :-( I  then I bought him home, he is now feeding from Ariel, I will top up if he needs extra.
Thank you to my vets and nurses for looking after him so well, I will never be able to replay you for saving his life. Loads of love Julie xxx

After Dinky and Paris and Baby Hope this has been the most awful experience of my whole breeding, there is no pain quite like it, he is so precious to me only a week old but love him so much, stay strong little one love  you precious baby boy xxx
 

I know a few people are following me blog which is lovely :-) thank you

The little one we have been bottle feeding all week end is now almost holding his own, he has put on really good weight over the last couple of days, Im now just attaching him to mums nipple every couple of hours to ensure he is feeding and not being pushed off by his bigger siblings, this seems to be working :-) 

I feel so proud of myself to have managed to get him to this point its so very hard hand feeding and at such a young age with such a tiny kitten the chances were not very good for survival, it has been so scary and emotional as I was so sure we were going to lose him, I cant lose another bengal baby, we have not lost one for just over three years now, Baby Hope being the last, the pain is just so bad hurts like hell :-(

Im feeling very emotional today, every thing has caught up with me, as long as baby is ok I will be too :-)

Thank you to Lynn and Jennifer for all your support and encouragement, its been amazing, Lynn you have been so lovely with your text's thank you and Jennifer you are such a special friend thank you love Julie xx

We are at the moment having to bottle feed the smallest kitten, he just needs a little extra bit of help, his siblings are growing faster than him and pushing him off the nipple so he isnt getting much milk from mum, every thing crosssed for him to continue to do well, its hard work feeding a kitten around the clock every two hours, started this yesterday tea time. Keep strong baby boy xx