My heart is breaking, cant stop crying, feel so lost, so empty, so hurt :-(

Sorry my precious baby girl I failed you, I was so happy when you sucked from the bottle it was so amazing to see and feel your little tummy filling up you was just too small too weak to hang on in their, I will love you always and you will always have a special place in my heart baby girl. Your brothers and sisters will be named in your honour, play safe little one over at Rainbow Bridge find Baby Hope and Tigger they will look after you.

Love you always, Summerspride Wish Upon A Star xxx

It is with a very heavy heart I write this blog :-(

I have been hand rearing Dream's baby girl, Sunday afternoon to this morning (Tuesday) as she was not putting on weight the other kittens were growing she was staying the same so being pushed off the nipple by the bigger ones, I managed to syringe feed her a little and she took a bottle three times, her last feed was 5.pm last night, I kept trying to feed her all night but she just wouldn't take it :-( this morning she was laying cold on her own, only just breathing, I took her in the palm of my hand a cradled her sobbing, she started to come around, the heat from my palm was warming her up :-) sadly she slowly slipped away this morning just before 9.am I had her laying on my chest while I kissed her, tears running down my cheeks :-( the pain is so bad right now, she was Dream's third baby to be born and wow did she stand out her type was so wild, she had a gorgeous head and markings now I won't get to see her grow :-( my heart breaks, sadly this is all part of breeding, we have not lost a kitten for almost three years and the pain doesn't get any easier :-(

I named her Summerspride Wish upon a Star

Play Safe Baby girl at Rainbow Bridge I love you xxx

Babies are 6 weeks old and doing well, all eating loads of raw food and dry food all using litter tray, it so lovely to watch them grow and develop into well socialised bengal kittens :-) Lily continues to be an excellent mummy to them all love you baby girl xxx

We are very excited to announce the safe arrival of Dream and Sambuca's bengal babies and the arrival of our very first charcoal babies :-) Dream had a very hard time bless her but is now settled and doing well, thank you baby girl for allowing me to share with you the birth of your very first litter love you baby girl xxx

We are very pleased to announce the safe arrival of 5 gorgeous bengal babies from Ariel & Sambuca born  2nd Jully, we have 3 brown and 2 snow 3 girls and 2 boys all doing very well. Thank you Ariel for allowing me to be part of such an amazing experience love you baby girl xxx

We are very proud and excited to anounce

RW Supreme Grand-Champion Silverstorm Purrfection (Sambuca) has been awarded International Best Silver Spotted Bengal of the year! Sambuca is son to RW Supreme Grand-Champion Silverstorm The Maharajahs Cat

Thank you to his breeder Liz of Silverstorm Bengals for allowing us to own such an amazing boy

Love you so much Sambuca xxx

Thank you so much Donna & Rick for the lovely gift that arrived in the post for me from your holiday, how lucky am I, very kind of you both. Looking forward to seeing you both soon

Love Julie xx