After my awful day yesterday and this whole week really, I spent yesterday evening and through the  night getting Ariels smallest baby to suckle she is now doing really well and has gain almost 20g in 24 hours :-) will keep an eye on her, I went to bed at  half past midnught got up at 3am to check on babies and attach little ones to nipples, I noticed Angelica's little girl was a little weak and didnt want to suckle I gave her some KittyStim (glucose) I put her with mum in the hope she would suckle well, now its 4 am . I then had two hours light sleep, I checked on babies again at 6.03 am was scared to look as I am now every time I enter the room, I looked great all babies are fine, knelt down to give mums their breakfast and Angelica's little one looked very weak and lifeless picked her up, still warm, ohhhhh nooooo baby girl :-(  gone just gone I was too late, I sat and cradled her crying, sobbing, why why why please come back baby girl dont go ................

My heart is broken right now

I dont understand, we have now lost 5 babies why??? Want to know why??? Room too hot?? Room too cold?? Why// Why?? Why?? 

This has happened to other breeder friends but never us before, and it hurts like Hell :-(

Play safe baby girl, im so sorry couldnt save you, your life was so short, but you was loved and so precious so beautiful so perfect, love you always love me your dedicated breeder Julie xxx

Yesterday Tuesday 31st Jan I had to rush one of Lily's babies to the vet as she over grommed him and bit his head :-( he has been given antibiotics vet thinks he will be ok I have now put him in with Ariel and Angelica as Lily wanted to lick the wound. Now Lily is left with her silver girl and brown girl, poor Lily, poor baby and poor me :-(  Whatever next!!!

Its almost midnight and Im not in bed yet just sat here watching my perfect bengal babies feeding from their mummies, so scared to lose any more, each life is so precious to me, feel so sad right now :-( breeding at times is the hardest thing in the world then at other times the most rewarding

Dear God please keep my babies safe over night and always, help them to grow and be strong love Julie their breeder xxx

 What a day I have had :-(

Took Angelica's baby boy to vets this morn, sadly he had cleft palate, our third in almost 9 years of breeding, I had to say good bye ☹

Chatted with the vet about cleft palate he isnt worried as have only had three, out of 23 litters, it can be genetic or simple too much vitamin A in mums diet.

This afternoon Angelica's smallest baby only 66grams faded away. OMG my heart is broken in two the pain is so bad :-( she was just too tiny to survive :-(So my beautiful Angelica only has three babies left, two boys and one girl, all doing well at the moment

Play safe babies Snow Prince and Snow Baby Girl over at Rainbow Bridge xxx

Angelica went into labour yesterday morning 29th Jan 2917 and gave birth with her mummy Dream and Auntie Ariel at her side, so Beautiful to watch, Angelica gave birth to SIX babies three girls and three boys sadly one baby was born sleeping :-( tried to revive her but she was gone :-( a little worried about the last baby as he sounds a little like Lilys baby, trip to the vets first thing in the morning.

Play safe Snow Princess over at Rainbow Bridge xxx

Angelica and Snowballs bengal babies are due today, she has been very unsettled so not long now, I do hope however I get some sleep tonight, so maybe tomorrow morning Angelica :-) Good Luck Baby Girl love you xxx

We are pleased to announce the safe arrival of SEVEN bengal babies from Ariel and Sambuca, early hours of yesterday morning, on her due date clever girl :-) we have three gorgeous Snow Boys three gorgeous Silver Girls and one gorgeous Brown Girl like mum.

Ariel you was amazing all the way through, so proud of you baby girl :-) love you xxx